one more moment.

2007-07-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

update....update...update... UPDATE.... UPDATE
im finally reviving my dead blog! for just one more post though..
im changing blog!

link : definingtheundefined.blogspot.com
everybody please please please link me there

yayness
not that im too fond of this blog
just that
the url sucks
LOL
n this blog has too much mmrs that i wanna move on from
YEAAAHH
before i end
just wanna say
MY BUDDIES ROCK

=D

thanks for the memories
it was fun while it lasted

2007-07-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

kevin& *undefined expressions says:
should i blog should i blog should i blog?

every second i'm without you i'm a mess. says:
YES

every second i'm without you i'm a mess. says:
U SHLD

such strong encouragements for me to blog
how can i not?
=D

lifes been messy
reall messy
like my room
only messier
><

schools been reall boring
or i find it at least
kidna cos i really have no motivation
ANDDD
stupid stuffs been happening
the only thing that kept me from breaking down n continueing on my morbid life is well
God and friends.
thank God for my classmates n u.d.x =D
u guys rock my pants off
seriously =)

im in no mood to blog
but im in a mood to CHAT
wierd aint it?
LOL
see ya ppl on msn!
=D
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-07-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

im feeling
guess u would say im emoo
but actually
actually actually
im quite proud of myself
MUA

REASON 1 :
vibes 5 is finally over!!
*kevin's confetti anyhow fly*
congrats to kws n iris grp
Right Hand Rule
* raises hand n do sign*
i really liked their performance alot!
Especially the Michael Jackson song
though none of their noses dropped off
><

REASON 2 :
IM PROUD TO BE IN UNDEFINED EXPRESSION
hands down
i feel its the bestest group to be in
VAN ( my scandal! =D )
JAMES
MAY
AMELIA
NICK C. ( Ctrl )
ANDY ( Alt )
MERVIN
SAM
and
ME ( Del )
whooo we make a gd team =D
go watch transformer tgt okay???

transformer
van in disguise
LOL

REASON 3 :
i did my sketchbk today!
the frontpage n stuff
real real cool
n i did

*drumrolls*

*drum rolls and falls down cliff*

*drum rolls , falls down cliff and hits someones head*

1 sketch!
=D
hey its a pretty big accomplishment for me k?

*bask in glory*

anyways its assignments n project mugging time
be back for another update soon!
ciaoz ppl .

i dont wanna think about it.

labels : SUNDAY

2007-07-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

vibes
is
TMRW
T.T

andy's outside watching tvee now
n im here blogging
whoa
these few days ive been ponninc school soooo much
3 times in 14 lectures?
LOL
kevin has been a bad boy
hee (:

*back to reality*
we're gg to ton at mays house
wooo
i wonder what we're gonna do there
*thinks*
but
dirty thoughts comes up
=S

somehow * doesnt feel right
its not the people
maybe
its me.

Ciaos ppl =D
someone looks pretty (:

labels : first time

2007-07-06T11:58:00.000+08:00

wooo vibes just in a day
ppl remember to show you support n come down to tp audi to support me
6.30 pm at TP!

anyways
i stayed up till 12 - 1 am + in tp business
i did graffiti!
=D
Wheeeeeee~
anw tp is really scary at night
that the toilet lights keep flickering on n off
but the thing is that the lights only on when someone goes into the toilet
OMG
#$%#&$%@#&!
got the hell out of the place after doing the stenciling
=D

tragic tales :
1> i have to do 50 sketches by tuesday
2> its over
3> i hurt myself from breaking
yeeeoucchh

i gotta bounce
my group needs me
*poingssss*

2007-07-04T00:45:00.000+08:00

FUCK
my lifes in a mess
and im talking emo talk
seriously
stick with me through a day and you'll know how wasted my life is
just today
i lost my ring , earphones and MY WALLET
MY FUCKING WALLET
i hate myself
its a present given to me by my friends
and all the stuff inside
its not about the money
its just smth else
church, friends. relationships. family
everything seems to be falling down

the only thing i hear
is the shattering sound
of the crumbling foundations.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE
=(

in a perfect world;
this would never happen
im all alone.

labels : save me.somebody

2007-07-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I’d thought it’d be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

help.someone.anyone.

labels : broken

2007-06-29T11:41:00.000+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that’s okay.
Would you stand by me,
Let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

ahh im tired
imy.
i need a hug :(

labels : worn out.

2007-06-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

& i just dont feel right
should i?
or shouldnt I?
damn.
im sick and tired of this.
damn.

its all because of you.
i try not to think
but i cant help it.

2007-06-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

i orginally wanted to just scream at the tp accnt thingy
but thank God can alr
i chose these as my subs

1	IGS	GBD1017	Leadership & Character	3
2	IGS	GBD1013	Fundamentals of Public Speaking	3
3	IGS	GBD1011	Creative Writing	3
4	BUS	BEC1006	Introductory Economics	3
5	IGS	GBD1008	Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)	3

wierd combi
cos many chose jap , italian as their first two choices
BUT
im audacious
yay im so gonna be a leader =)

like FINALLY
i changed my tp acct pass
*********
LOL
only a single one know this password
=D
( N ITS NOT ONLY ME )

dance
=)
i still havent celebrated i got into it
lol
*confetti anyhow fly*
yeah so todays like the second practice
gins word kinda made a mark
n yeah
i have a goal
to at least perform 3 times in front of a crowd?
and to be as zaii as the seniors
wooo
go kevin(:
n i know my hamster is always cheering me on

im kinda sick of hiding behind a mask
masquerading my feelings
tts why im learning to share
to share how i feel
even thought i hate it
but yeah
thank God for understanding friends
spinge , my two buddies , james , yh and many many more
love u guys =)

life is stressful
hectic and stressful
when school reopens
i think i'll just drop dead and die
but life has to still go on
thats why I will.
sketch out.
(woo that sounds so zaii =D )

i wish
we could be together
and i'll hold u tightly
cos i never wanna let u go
ever again.

Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love.

labels : i caught fire;in your eyes

2007-06-22T02:53:00.000+08:00

damn im tired
and its freaking 3am
hard working me
stayed up till so late just to finish choosing my cds
not CDS, as in plastic ones
but cross disciplinary subs
not applicable for jc pples though =D

everything that i know of is screwed
im tired and all
n i seriously need rest
but life is hectic
and i think tts good
my words make no sense
LOL
blame it on the malay chicken rice i had just now
><

well , at least your here
imy.
<3

2007-06-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

OMG
my blog looks soooooooooooo
sooooooooooo
empty
like my wallet
=(

yest was well spent with dodo
both time n money
to start of the day
i withdrawed $50!
happily thinking that it'll last me the whole wk
soooo
i spent $14 on moviee tics
watched f4- rise of the sliver + nude surfer
LOL
reminds me of spiderman
n n n n
j.a is so hot =D
anw anw we had yoshi before
the bento or katsu or whatever boxes are soooo expensive!
i spent another 10 bucks dere
next next we flew to novena - velocity mall
the design kinda looked very vivo-ish
lol
anw theres nth much in it
the usuals
food - clothes - food - clothes -food - ATM - and more food - n clothes...
BORING
went to marina afterwards
wanted to sakae
SAKAE
but chose to go new york instead of japan
booo:(
but anyways
the food was nice
soooo
its good:)
my mood changes very fast
frm :( -> :)
in like 5 lines
LOL
nth much after , sent . home and 28ed from
AND SLEPT
=D

*yawns*
theres briefing tmrw
booness
major booness
anw im having shopping spree tmrw
so tt makes up fer the having to wake up early
me thinks i should sleep now
dads not back yet
well...
nights everyone(:
OHHH
my sketchbooks not finished yet
damn
anyways
toodles(:

itily.
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

less than 3(:

2007-06-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIzDsGyxsQM
first up is vid by stoned sour
the video is amzing
goes well wif the song
''through the glasss''

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2exE-td4F3k
next next next is my personal fav
a song by anberlin
rich in meaning , saturated with emotions
go watch both videos
but if your super busy n not free like mua
go watch the second one
=D

i'll update more later at night
gg donalds hse later
kinda wierd cos i havent been talking to them for like mths
ah wellls
this is how wierd life is
toodles.

labels : my lazy days ( pt 1 )

2007-06-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

soooo
its been an almost 2 weeks since i last blogged
emerge was great
days after emerge sucked
it just feels like im pushed down frm a high mountain top
and now im here , trying to get my life back in motion

i gave tbg concert a miss yesterday
wasnt feeling too good
and i had alot of stuff going thru my head
paid like 30 bucks fer it but anyways
rahhh
i'll just watch it on utube den
no worries.

back to reality
i screwed up over the past few days
so whats new?
i think many are kindaa sick of hearing me whine
this is life
and life is unfair
many things i wish i could turn back and undo
but ohh anyways
i just wanna start over
afreshed & renewed.

i dont know if it would ever be the same
but i'll give it a shot

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

You never know what temporal days may bring
So Laugh, love, live free, and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord

Paperthin Hymns
-Anberlin , Cities

to ***** : im sorry:(

labels : how to save a life

2007-05-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

emo , stone , emo , stone
tts practically what happened today
i woke up feeling emo
my hair just keeps dropping
screw that
=(

i stayed hme whole day to help yh wif his proj
i should be happy right?
i mean
i helped help fer like 10% - 15% of his proj
but i feel not one bit happy
instead i feel like crap
like a piece of shit that was thrown around
ugghhhh

i really thank God for caring friends
everyone.
but its just so hard to share it to anyone other than myself
i feel terrible
=S

emerges just tmrw
91/2 hrs away
should i even be feeling this way?
should i even go?
fuck
i hate this
i hate this
i FUCKING HATE this
=((

labels : fall.

2007-05-30T00:47:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog =D
man i so gotta start blogging already
been either too tired or too lazy to blog these days
blame it on the bad weather =D

shandis friend said i have good summary skills
i shall summarise what happened over the past few days
this is gonna be looooonggggggg

friday :
i towned with kaiwen!
LOL
we went on a shopping spreee
from peninsula -> O school -> cine -> heeeren
I boughtt
2 tee shirts
1 NY jacket
! dog Tag
1 DC Brown Camo Bag
! 'Wild Shake' Mooving Rubbber ( Sounds like condom name but wth )
1 Oxy 10 pimple cream ( DIE PIMPLES DIE =D )
Neon Red shoe laces ( blimey , i thought i saw orange O.O )
THE BIG GROOVE TICKETS =D

thats all for me!

for kw
he bought
BIG GROOVE TICKETS ( he was kind enough to follow me go! UBER COOLNESS )
1 tribal berms
1 Energie shirt
1 Boyplay shirt
Orange MOVING RUBBER
2 cuff accesories
and
and
thats all
LOL

geez my memory is good =)
next i chionged down ecp fer cg bbq!
the good thing is that i reached there on time! ( for ONCE )
LOL
the bad thing is that i alighted at pit 48 , while my bbq pit is at pit 8!
WTH
my jaw dropped when i heard angie said it was at pit 8
well
being the determined person im
i WALKED
yes WALKED
all the way to pit 8
kudos to jeffrey for picking me up at arnd pit 20+
he saved my legs =D
den den
after
we tried cabbing home
yes we tired
singaporean cab drivers are damn screwed luh
reaaal picky bout their timings and customers
thank God for a malay cab driver which drove us home! =)

saturday
i still cant believe
that i woke up
to accompany JEFFREY to the vertical marathon at suntec
anyways
i dragged myself there
w/o breakfast or anything
registered and stuff
saw many many people
=D
anw
when it started
i chionged up to the 6th floor
den i walked
all the way to the 43TH FLOOR
OMG
i still cant believe i walked 37 FLOORS
UPWARDS
its God i tell you
he taught me never to give up
yay =D
n n n
i was the most stylo
i ipod-ed all the way up
woohooooo
after that church and fellowship
i so like my cellgrp =)
and Jesus
YAY =D

sunday
nth much happened
i think i slept tell 12
=D
ima pig
anyways
i went for MTT
like after eons
i had flu
so i was practically sneezing thruout the bus trip
><
my nose almost fell out
poor nosey
after mtt
i chionged home
bought 3 choc bars fer my dinner!
omgg
CALORIES
thank God mum cooked
=)
okay that kinda sums everything up
NEXTTT

monday!
i pirated with desiree , amos n buddy
the show SUCKED
LOL
cos for 3/4 of the show i dint know what was going on
i was just blindly laughing
LOL
typicall me =D
ANYWAYS
AMOS MADE ME HOLD MY PEE FOR 3 HRS STRAIGHT
JUST TO WATCH A STUPID ENDING
OMG IF I GET LIKE BLADDER CANCER IM SO GONNA BANG HIS KOK
LOL
*holds kevin down and slaps sense into him
after the movie
i went to meet shandi and her friend jie xi
den we mrt-ed backto tamp to get jie xi's shoe
sadly there isnt
soooo we walked arnd tamp
they ( i wouldnt say forced but wth ) made me try on this shirt and cardigan vest
WHICH looked really nice btw!
ahhh if only i have cash =(
yeah anw
went to tamp mall the playgrnd dere
slacked , talked slacked talked
den proceeded to bedok inter for supper
i stuffed my face
seriously
ordered like satay , carrot cake , curry mutton
O.O
ima happy boy =D
28-ed back home and i fell asleep
must be the food i tell you
LOL

today (finally)!!
i slacked at hme the whole day
watched american pie : the naked mile to past time
i shant elaborate much
but its a crazilly hilarious show
=D
anw i went for my lanning therapy just now
can say it was kinda cool
cheered me up abit =)
james rock man
can always pei me go lan
(now james , if yr reading this , you owe me lunch =D )

feeling kinda emo today
i blame the boredom
but i just know it isnt because of that
just feel inadequate
in speech in whatever
maaan
i hate myself
=(
buddy cheers me up
wooohooo
thanks bud =D

labels : this is how the cookie crumbles

2007-05-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

woohooooo
cg bbq tmrw
uber coolness =D
i wish jeremy comes
so we can own all the hotdogs tmrw!
wheeeee

to ****** :
i dont know what happend to you , but i wish you would tell me.
but the past is already the past
let bygones be bygones k?
i do hope that we are still friends
hope to hear from you soon
=)

getting my life back on track
a race which will never end
it stretches on towards eternity
den to eternity i will run

i think i like you.
labels : loversandfriends

2007-05-23T17:35:00.000+08:00

MAAN
im finally back onto the blogging flow
ahahah
schools been crazy
crazy yet fun =D

YAY
schools OVER
has it really been 3 weeks?
i guess
i guess
all the late nights and chionging for assignments was worth it!
i feel like a free bird now =D
okay that sounds wrong but i feel really free now!
time to concentrate on church and DANCE =D

talking about dance
THE BIG GROOVE IS COMING UP
hahaa
i cant wait =D
EMERGE TOO
CRAZZY
I THINK I'LL GET HIGH TILL I CAN JUST FLY
EMERGE -> BIG GROOVE
OMGGGG
shuang. =D

moviee later with natt and the rest
i cant wait!
im like a kid compared to them
they've like drank , taunted at places , not sleep , smoked , MAYBE taken drugs
omg what else
=D
ahhhh
i seriously gonna try liquor later
TRY ONLY

and and and and
im going skating
AGAIN
yeah im seriously gonna learn some tricks
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO

2007-05-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

ouch
my eye hurts now
freaking contacts
OUCHH
*emphasis on the OUCH*
LOL

today school was CRAZY
ESPECIALLY JASMINE
LOL
for those who wasnt at the comp lab
i'll tell you what happened:

as you all know ( or dont ) ,
mac allows u to have a camera which got all these super wierd n crazy effects
JUST TO SIDETRACK ABIT
MACS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE
LOL
anyways!
yanni was like using the camera to take pictures
den theres a particular mode/effect which like enlarged the middle part of the camera
so when yanni puts her face there, like the whole eye n nose section would be magnified
then she totally looked like a MONSTER
THEN
when jasmine saw that
she like totally broke out into laughter
n her laughter wasnt like the hee hee haha kind
she like totally fell to the floor in LAUGHTER
LITERALLY
LOL
while people laughs for 5 seconds max
jasmine laughs for like 5 MINUTES
her abs must be super solid
cos she laughs more than me
=D

school seems to be getting better n better each day
like the assignments are getting more n more interesting
as well as the people
omg i cant believe i just said that
=)

i think im going shoping next week!
i saw this like fashion spread on a mag
with a guy wearing a stripe hoodie + a Cleverland adidas jersey over
+ greeen baaggy cargoes and converse graffiti sneakers
OMG
its like super chio!
budden the whole set costs like $500+
=*(
anyways im going to find substitutes
getting a bag next week!
coolness

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

The Great Escape
- Boys Like Girls

labels : THURSDAY

2007-05-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

omg
im like SO tired now
booo
=(
work work and more work
=((

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been

Who Im Hates Who Ive Been
Relient K

went fer lunch with desireE today!
at yos-shinoya!
it was swell =D
den went to get my jacket and slacked around tm & cs
i wanted to catch spiderman 3 AGAIN
ay anywayes
im tired!
i think i'll sleep like at 11 today
LOL
record setting attempt!

labels : the sweet escape

2007-05-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

the day sucked
cos I became emo , wasnt really myself thruout the whole day
what the heck
its just one day
=D
i feel so much better now
WOOHOO

labels : the bigger they are , the harder they fall

2007-05-13T02:06:00.000+08:00

If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain away

Last Night
P. Diddy feat Keisha Cole

Beauuutiful Lyrics :)
today was awesome!
as in really really awesome!
except for the fact that i woke up at 1.30 today n almost missed cell grp
its all good
including service =)

pictures will be up when i get them
LOL

jasmines reall crazy!
desiree too
=D
( hope dey dont read this )

lavels : the wheat of grain that dies

2007-05-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

omgg
i feel sooo tired nooww
and its not cause of school work =D
BUTTT
i just came back from a shopping spree with issac at town area
kudos to issac for following me all round town
=D
anyways i realised skinnies super dont suit me
makes me look like i have chicken legs >.<
ahh back to wearing shorts i guess
LOL

anw i got this relly cooky shirt
the backs like some graffiti that i couldnt even make out the word
BUT
the front is
hehe
a middle finger
of course a cute one lah
LMAO
i just think its reall funny lah
like how a middle finger can represent fuck you ( no offense to anyone )
LOL
reaalll lame
but the tee shirt is so cute lah
maybe i'll wear it some day
with a group of guys just for added protection =D

( n n n n im not turing into a beng
i just bought the tee shirt cos its soo cheap and cute
no other intentions
cheers =D )

labels : lovers and friends.

2007-05-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

yaynes
i finally have time to blog!
haahahahaha
schools just uber crazy
and im not even started on the class yet
ahahaha
first week just passed and i already have 2 best buddies
robin and issac
yay =D
ones the beng beng - robin
ones the emo beng - issac
shant say what I am =X
LOL

alrights i nidda go
oh oh oh
did i mention i watched spideyman TWICE last week?
saturdae DEN on sunday
LOL
shandi u better appreciate it!
=D

kkk im going off
my essays and monsters are calling me
LOL
and theres after hours LATER
wooooohooooooooooooo
Linda Liao
=D

+++ desireE
if u get depression i'll be glad to council you!
at $50 an hour!
=)

labels : the good , the bad and the ugly

2007-05-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

IM SO DAMN TIRED
and i still have a collage
and a FREAKING 2000-2500 word essay to write
guess its my recliner chair and my pencil till late night again
HELP.

2007-05-03T01:10:00.001+08:00

OMG
i feel like sleeping
uhhh
O.O *goldfish eyes*

2007-05-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

2007-05-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg
spidermans like showing TMRW
TMRW

*faints*

ahhh i seriously wanna go see see
its SPIDERMAN 3 you know?
its like the most anticipated show of the year afterall
no big deal if u miss it
you'll just be a blub blub
LOL
quoted from issac =D

sooo class was super crazy
i mean CRAZY
issac, robin , dan , syaf , phyllicia , ying nuo , amaris , veron , yt , terrence , yanni
the crazy people =D

so after classes toured the whole of orchard with yee hao
wanted to get tees but in the end the shop closed before we can even do anything
oh wells =(

"" Whatever we refuse to confront today, will be next to impossible to confront tomorrow. says:
hey
kevin& *vanilla bar says:
heyy says:
"" Whatever we refuse to confront today, will be next to impossible to confront tomorrow.
shucks man, my mum says the shoe is ugly

LOL
i almost chocked when i saw this
LMAO

midnight chats are <3

labels : way i are

2007-04-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

your words speak louder that this world

service today
hah i admit i slept during the sermon
i missed 7 out of 8 points
well cos i simply dint feel like it
felt a lil emo frankly
luckily luckily
i got awake at the last point
reads like this

'' Whatever you dont conquer today ,
it becomes nearly as impossible to conquer tomorrow ''
Robb Thompson

*jaw opens wide wide*

*jaw opens really really wide *

ahahahahaha
omg ead and eze are real EVIL people
shandi's evil-ER
omg >.<
xe and vivian are SO evil
i'm gonna bite your heads off!
seriously.

xiang cao ba pu is such a nice song
ahh my ipod is anti cheena songs
cant seem to load it up
BOOness
yay classes FINALLY starts on monday
cant really wait to see my classmates
but my wardrobe says likewise
I DONT HAVE ENOUGH CLOTHES
and boxers
OMG
can someone gimme cash?
=DD

labels : vanilla bar

2007-04-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

but God.
Dont wanna walk this road alone
Cos i know you are the best of me.

dont really know what to feel right now
mixed feelings mixed feelings
lacklustreness ; apathy
i hate it
i hate to ponn hockey tryouts tmrw
but i have really no mood
ahh
bball trials on 7 may so i'm counting on it
right know
i feel kinda moody
moody and lost
uhh frreak

2007-04-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

the greatest battle lies within
hell yeah

2007-04-25T15:20:00.000+08:00

uhh
fever bites
went out wif the nanas yest
fever seriously bites
dint really talk much
my mind was in a whirr throughout the whole trip
i felt HOT
literally

ups and downs of life.
and one by one they fall
why?

2007-04-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

uhhhhhh
i've been popping pills like sweets since morning
high fever + sore throat + a sprinting nose
just gotten a weee tad better
anw
mass con wif moses at tcc tmrw
cant wait to meet da kim jio ppl again
n yayness to mum
i just got my amor amor perfume
COOLNESS

savior king

2007-04-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

tpDesign rocks my ankle socks =DD
j.banana rocks my whole feet! =))

yay visual comm!
know abit of my coursemates alrdy..
robin , issac , desiree , lilin , vincent and phyllicia
you should be honoured your name has appeared here (:

j.banana memberes - Aaron , Xiu Yan , Iris , Angela , Steph , Solfrie , Jane , Wendy , Vivian , CQ , ME , Gary , Vincent , Nick , Ying Nuo , SMELLY IVY , Joy , Sholleh , Honey , Errol , Jeremy , Chanzee , wyncy , Mj
yay my memory is Good =D
j.banana leaders - Hakim , Macson , Tina

God i wish i can blog out everything that happened during the camp
but i'm currently nursing a very bad high fever n sore throat
=S
i feel terrible!
but but but
i never did regret going for the camp
at first it was REAL draggy
SUPER SUPER draggy
but den it picked up
and everyone went high
SUPER HIGH
Like up to the moon high
haha =)

bananas rock <3

yay

candid

<3

camp radical really rocked =)

DESIGN Oii

2007-04-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

yayness:D
i'm back from camp
it
FREAKISHLY
TOTALLY
AWESOMeLY
ROCKED

update about it later
the lack of sleep is driving me crazy!
LOL

freshie oooooiiiiii

2007-04-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

lols
bear with me
i'm still feeling super high from orientation just now
my umpire grp totally rocks!
we ( half of the grp ) like totally clicked together
though in a sick , perverrted n twisted way.
LOL

met loads of new ppl
iris
angela
ivy
steph
GARY , lols
CQ , LOL Garys *ahem ahem*
chanZee
sholleh
aaron
vincent
jeremy

LOL
we're the CIVILISED bunch in our group
wait till you see when we're high =))

spurrofthemoment

2007-04-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

yay
tp design orientation tmrw
icantwait!
=D
actually
icanwait.
lols

its amazing how love can be a spurr of the moment , joyful thing
while break ups can be a such a long suffering , depressing thing
to you , you , you and you.
stay strong guys =)

nailsinyourhand

2007-04-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

omg
i just found out two things
first - my tp camp starts on wed and not tmrw
so yoo people have to tolerate me for another day =D
second - itsa secret people!

And when the heavens pass away,
all your scars will still remain,
and forever they will say,
how much you love me.

the nails in your hand
by mercyMe

neveragain

2007-04-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

oh what a way to begin my precious day
you meant to say
i've never been so real

did i mention i just dyed my hair?? =DD
BUT the sad thing is
i look like 40% more like a pai kia
BOOO

OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
i just freaking bought the wrong photoshop cd
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
*screams in agony*
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
and i still thought i zhuan tao when i bought the cd for like $20
ffreak challenger scams money =*
now i have no photoshop
guess jamie and vivian has to wait
HAH!

yay
schools starting soon
orientation camps next week
tues to friday
dont miss me guys(:
anyways i heard speculations of people from my class
PHYLLICIA
i still cant believe shes in my class
OMG
and
some guy called Jer Yuan
should be correct spelling
well
2 people down
gotta know 97 more people =D

yayness
my photoshop can function without a cd
praise to GOd
AND
the pirates of singapore(:
yes vivian
there ARE pirates in singapore!

service at indoor was surrel yesterday
if i told you hat happened you most probably wouldnt believe me
and you would say its just a big deal of baloney and walk off
but i tell you God is real
so so real.
i'ma skeptic by nature but a believer but choice
right now if u tell me Gods fake and all
i might just go right up to your face n slap you
hahah kidding(:

innocence

2007-04-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

the right kind of wrong
it just felt so right

yay i just dyed my hair =D

over youu

2007-04-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Over You
-By Chris Daughtry ; Daughtry

God just gave me a big big big revelation today
that i look SUPER awful in baggy clothes
LOL
took me long enough to realise that =D
THEREFORE
i decided to change
fom baggies
->
to skinnies
=D
for starters
i bought a skinny polo!

gonna work my butt off ; literally.
uhh
i need a wardrobe change
now where did i left my salary

you left as fast as you came.

2007-04-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

<3

there james!
hope you appreciate it =D

blurred.and lost.

when you're gone.

2007-04-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lay on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Oh

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
<3

-Avril lavigne
when your gone , the Best Damn Thing

Darn its late
havent even started on james n vivians grafitti YET
SHARKS.

come fly with me

dance with the devil

2007-04-09T12:34:00.000+08:00

uhhhh
i'm sick
and so is my whole family
=S
my dad has it worst so i really shouldnt complain
luckily i ponned tp workshop =D
but i really want the tee shirt dey're giving
justin better get one fer me!

thank God easter is over
its CRAZY i tell you
the drama was really breath - taking
cant help but shed tears during the drama
den carnival time
LOL
shant say much
just ask ezekiel what happened during the second day
*zips mouth*

Say goodbye
as we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
as we dance with the devil tonight

allgoodthingscometoanend

2007-04-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

SHOOT
i forgotten what i wanna blog about.
oh yeah now i remember.

SHANDI YOU BETTER STAY AT HOME AND REST OR ELSE. =D

update another time.
peace.

wordsunspoken

2007-04-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

easter was awesome
i think i laughed too much
i think my guts bursted already =D
omg i cant wait fer tmrw.
xiang , stinn , brian , yungu , stinns mum n sis , sheng + james , wen n nick.
its so gonna rawk
just know it =)
peace.

will you be dere?

ihaveadream.

2007-04-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

omg
i just realised
i listen to this song for like 22 times yesterdae
it hit my top 25 most played in like 1 day!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_2cwhJndKY
the song just summarises the sadness of the american youths today
being put in an eternal struggle that their ancestors started
all they wanted was just to stop all the fighting ; the conflict
but who hears them?
amazing (=

boo no one visits my blog =((

Hold the same fight that made Martin Luther the King
I ain't usin' it for the right thing

adream.

2007-04-04T01:48:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBa55sDTIiA
omg this vid seriously rocks.

ihaveadream(:

iwytwm.

2007-04-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

whoaaaa its 130am
freakkyy.

nothing much happened todayy.
decided NOT to go orchard today cos i was just too lazy.
stayyed at home the WHOOOLEE day.
went gymming at cc at nite
and ball.
nothing much.

orchard tmrw wif yeehao.
2pm!
uhh guess i gotta sleep
tata.

everythings going well now, its just missing something , or someone.

whoiamhateswhoi'vebeen

2007-04-02T01:46:00.000+08:00

haha its almost 2 am now!
and i'm still blogging.. heee (=
evil me.. haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Jd9dfn0Fgc
relient k's vid - who i am hates who i've been
just gotta love the intro people!

was skeptical when wei ming intro-ed me the band
hey think about it!
christian punks!?!?
it sounds cool but
haha issit even possible?
yeah , now it is.

back to the vid
its kinda cooky
but leaves a really great meaning?

every action we do in life sets of a chain of effect/s in the life of others , therefore it means we have the power of life and death over the life of others.

guys!
this has gotta be the CHEESIEST pick up line i've ever heard in my entire entire 16 1/3 years of existence

guy at bar : hey you gotta repay me a drink
girl at bar : huh why?
guy : cos i dropped mine when i looked at you

T.T
*utter speechlessness*

argh!
i havent registered for the tp workshop
closing date is 1st april
YEST!
DIE.
uhh
whats the website again?
^^

looks like tonight , the skies heavy

faithmovesmountains

2007-03-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

Zechariah 4:6

Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts

God
things seems so impossible now
but since you said it
it came from your mouth
i cant really deny it
your words are louder
pull me through
okay?

realityBites

2007-03-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

i just realised
reality just bites
it bites HARD
jamie told us something at woodlands just now
dont know whether what my ears received
was the right thing to believe

funny how someone can look so strong yet
so weak at the same time
wierd how someone can look and talk perfectly fine yet
die in an accident a few hours later
lifes seriously unfair.

to * :
by any chance your eyes come upon this blog
just to let you know
you'll greatly be missed
we'll all be praying for you dude
see ya soon (=

Baby, seasons change but people don't.
And I'll always be waiting in the back room.
I'm boring but overcompensate with
Headlines and flash, flash, flash photography.

thks fr th mmrs.

2007-03-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

OMG
i have 2 pimples on my eye..
MY freaking EYE....
lid
haha
xD

nontheless
it hurts as any other pimple on the body does
and its really disgusting
now this is scarred for life
T.T

=)

i'm glad.

2007-03-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

someday i'll be free
someday.

boo yah
sports preliminaries was on saturdae
it was a REALLY REALLY REALLY hot and sunny day
hahas
i ( and kai chin and max ) practically waited in the scorching hot sun for almost an hr just to register
@_@
it drained ALL of our energy
it explained why we got thrashed in bball
14 - nil
us being the nil
=((
well , back to the drawing board i guess.

nontheless
my team OWNED captains ball
my freakishly long arms , legs , bodies etc etc totally owned the other team
and we got into the top 8!
trophy here i come =)

wooooooooooo
bean wif the guys tmrw
+ dance practices are coming up
heard from the crew tt deres a dance competition held by mediacorp
first place gets a whopping 3k!!!
omg
Gods taking us to higher places.
haha =*

splattered

2007-03-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

splattered.

its amazing how
songs can contain
all those bittersweet memories
hell yeah.

2007-03-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

compeition day tmrw
cant wait
=*

guess i've been over my head
change me
i dont wanna be the same

joy.

2007-03-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

Psalms 30: 11 - 12
You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.
O Lord my God , I will give you thanks forever.

thanks God (=

wornout.

2007-03-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

its been long since i felt this way
as if the weight of the world
just got placed into my already toubled heart
in a moment of folly
i succumbed.
stoped fighting and embraced it
i had to put up a front
masquerading behind a mask
now i'm back
staring at the same four walls
again
with only
a whitewashed heart.

you used to.

whataboutnow?

2007-03-22T12:26:00.000+08:00

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

hahas did i meantion i saw tay ping huey and felicia chin at heerens hmw 2 days ago?
think dey were doing some sort of advistisement or something
lol xiang went gaga over f.chin
aye
too bad it aint joanna peh =*

daughtrys new vid

darn it
he should have won american idol
but alas
anywaes his voice rocks
rugged rock vocals
i like =)

top.oftheword

2007-03-21T16:35:00.000+08:00

Wasting away
I see you.
When the top of the world falls on you

woooooooo
new show staring joanna peh and linda liao
after hours - premieres 26 march , 10pm monday.
linda liao is hot
but
omg
joanna peh is so frigging hot =D
*faints*

was suppose to update last nite
but when i got back
was to worn out to even do anything
lest think bout what to blog
i was sick!
what can i say
met justin at tanjong pagar to do the health checkup thingy for tp
lol i met him at 8.30!
so darn early can! @_@

the checkup was kinda laggy , like realll slow
costed 22 bucks!
crazzy sia.
oh ya
one part of the test was the hardestt
the urineone
lols go figure.

den went to take passport photos for the applications

lol hears the pic
justin said i should learn to smile more
LOL. speechless

caught stomp the yard(again) wif the fellas
xiang , brian , don , yg , kc n stinn
kinda like a step up and you got served mash up
ghetto dancing wif loads of violence and racism (justin said that!)

after went shopping arnd town for synergy clothes
man i feel bad
spent 105 in a single receipt
black long sleeved + shorts for synergy
money sure does fly away easily O.O
if i go on shopping at rates like this
i think i'll spend my first million before 25
aye..

'' no buying of clothes for 2 wks! '' - Commitment.
gona save up cash! haha

synergy is tmrw
cant wait...

oh ya
emerge preliminaries are this saturday
nervours =S
forget how to kao ban for bball
die.

2007-03-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

Reasons not to mess with children.

A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales.
The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small.
The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale.

Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible.
The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah".
The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?"

The little girl replied, "Then you ask him ".

LMAO.
update at nite
tata.

dareyoutomove.

2007-03-19T01:09:00.000+08:00

I dare you to move 
Like today never happened 
Today never happened before












man i feel sinful
just dled a truckload of songs n movies
=X
just hope ma da dont catch me first
but catches all my other frens first xDD
kidding!




anyways i caught 50 first dates just now afternoon
it was frickingg sweet!
i lurve romantic comedies =)
advise everyone to go watch it
or dl it if u want
its reaLly nice!
*smiles*

2007-03-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

i feel.
fat
ugly
stupid.
ahhhhhss..
*runs into a wall and faints*

feelingdown.

one more moment

2007-03-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing

I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret
My pen is the barrel of the gun.
Remind me which side you should be on

I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel

talenttime prelims were yesterday!
boy was i nervous.
thanks to everyone who was dere to support me
though the usher refused u'll entry
i still felt your presence dere
thanks everyone =)

right now.
praying that we'll get thru to the finals
God show us the way.

2007-03-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

woooo
talentime prelims are
TMRW
like finally
been practicing day and night for it
u guys betta come downsupport me
8pm at jurong west church building
be dere
or else

hip to the hop.

2007-03-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

my my
i'm dead tired
i can just lie on the bed and just sleep
for 12 hours straight
gastrics acting up
and i'm still gona fast tmrw
for my talenttime
God
please help me.

2007-03-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

woo hoo
kelly clarkson =)
update later at nite
tata.

2007-03-12T12:45:00.000+08:00

time is just passing so so fast
i wish that
everything would just slow down
sllooooooow down.
so that i can breathe

2007-03-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

its amazing.
how my eyes
can remember the contours of your body
that when theres a crowd of people
i'll automatically scan to see if your there
if you are
my heart would pump faster
to supress my
anxiousness
its been so long
the past jsut becoming a memory
forever to be etched in my thick skull

maybe for that moment i've fallen for you
yeah maybe

inanotherlife

2007-03-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

in another life , u must have been mine

its 1.30am now O.O
haha parents are soundly asleep so i haf the whole night to myself..
wwahahahha..

received work money and blessing money from mum
totaled up to about 500+++
spent like 300++ alr.. lols
bought 1 grey DC sweater + 1 Green DC logo shirt
like so cheap lar.. just knew gotta buy..

basketball + badminton + captain ball preliminaries are on
date
24th of march

!$%^$!%^$!
why God why!!!
thats the first lesson of the bboy course i'm signing up
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
lols. bummer
well i guess the competitions are more impt
dance just gotta wait =(
whoa talenttimes crazy
sweeett..

2007-03-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

wooooo i'm tired.
so so so many activities lined up for emerge

Basketball
Captains Ball
Talenttime
Badminton
Track O.O
Dota
Counterstrike
Pool *faints*
Parade Of schools
Shoe design
Advertisement Designing
Spelling Bee *faints again*

lols.. 1/4 of the copetitions i dont even noe why i joined it for..
gonna own basketball and captains ball! *roar*
n tio own in track n spelling bee.
LOL

stay strong mum =)

7 minutes in heaven......

dances

2007-03-06T12:02:00.000+08:00

1.	The results of your application are as follows:
		Posted Institution	:	TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC
		Course Name	:	DIPLOMA IN VISUAL COMMUNICATION
		Course Code	:	T24

2007-03-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

since lifes unfair , den it gotta be tanned. =D
*ba dum, dum*

shine on

2007-03-04T16:51:00.000+08:00

the greatest battle lies within.

i'm sorry
to my friends and cell group

words cant really say how much i treasure u guys
besides my emotional side
i finally realised what the problem is
that i keep seeing that everyone else has changed
but the actualy fact is that i'm the one whos been changing
changing into a emotional anti-social jerk
i keep thinking that i have the rights to be emo , cos of all the circumstances
but being emo is just an excuse to escape reality

decided that its time to step up to the plate to face whatever i'm facing
and to stop running away from it
happiness is a choice
right?

i'm starting over.

and oh ya
to ******.
a big big big sorry , for all these time
the hurts yeah n everything
forgive me okay?

cry me a riverr

2007-03-03T22:52:00.001+08:00

man i really like ron's post

copied from sith777.blogspot.com.
''People don't really think nowadays. They just DO. Cos they have no time to think. Even after that, they still don't think, they just regret. Not very wise are we? Trying to solve a problem quickly and move on to the next, and yet, realise that the agenda list is seemlingly endless.

What do we really achieve when keep going at full throttle? Nothing much actually. We are all just caught in some damn loop. A sadistic cycle that entraps our minds and lose focus of life. The faster we run, the longer the distance. For every hurdle cleared, a bigger one shows up.

Time and tide waits for no man. Yeah, yeah, so what. It doesn't mean we have to beat the second hand. It doesn't prove anything. Just makes us look more dumb in all our folly''

2007-03-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

fall out boys new vid - Capral tunnel of Love
lols.. damn cute
lalala~ (=

delay isnt denial.

2007-03-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

new skin! xD
yay its march alrdy.

you , just hope you read this

why does it feels like every love song is written
for me and you?

maybe we've gone too fast
and time just caught up
has it really been so long?
so long since
i was with you
kinda just
feels like yesterday

i'm not gona get emo-ey all again
alot of things to say
but 90% are all just emo crap.
the next time we meet
the next time we meet..
we'll talk
=)

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

i miss you.

2007-02-28T12:03:00.000+08:00

smses from hiro shima.
lols

2007-02-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

I'll be still
and know that your God.

25/2
an outing wif ben + ron + stinn + kenneth
haha went many places
firstly chionged cs arcade
spent $3 (note)
nmext met up wif ben dey all den went to dhoby xchange
ate pepper lunch.
kinda aiight.. so so lor.. the meat uber uncooked O.O
costs $11.40 ( note 2 )
next went to dhoby arcade
spend $5 ( note 3 )
haha chionged dere de guitarfreaks

lols
justin one shot toped up $10
tio psyko by the autie dere
(the power of psykology , kids )

den wwanted to watch iwo jima so went over to ps
budden found out that no mroe piaos ler
so called vivo n chionged down dere.
only to find out

*drum rolls*

tixs were out.
sadded.

ended up watching the pursuit of happiness , staring will smith and jaden - his son.
kinda an aiight movie , bout the value of a dollar
bout will smiths character juggling family + finances + work + a whole lot of stuff.

deres a touching part ,
where both ppl were broke till they were kicked out of the motel
so they had to settle in the train stations toliets.
darn.. they sunk to an all time low.
but it just provees that money really isnt hard to earn.
and hard to keep as well.

makes u wonder how people can just splurge hundreds of dollars on bags and jeans
but on the other side of the world people are dying just to get $5 for a meal.
pretty sad actually.

altogether , spend 9.50 + 8 = $17.50 on tixs and picnic in the cinema.. lolss.
at least we cleaned up after our pinic!
made US a better singaporean! lawls.

after went to vivo atrium dere , just to slack
man the skys so darn pretty.

makes me think about you.

played tai dee dere.. cos we really had nothing to do
den ron zhao-ed to his grannies and we went kopitiam eat.
i makaned rendang hot plate chicken! $4.80( note 4)
den treated the rest to te uber big ice kachang $4 ( note 5 )

den proceeeded to east point play pool.
kinda rusted alrdy so always lao qiu
den played the bball game dere..
lols we cheated xD

went hme wif justin afterwards
pretty much ended afterwards.
went home den did the usual stuff
bathe blah blah blah.

pic taken at vivo atrium.

cant really stop thinking about you.
i wish u knew.
i hope
thats its not over
yet.

till the dawn.

2007-02-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

'u never know how much u miss someone until they are gone'
thats a lesson i learnt the hard way
yays.. mums back (=

I'm waiting for my world to fall
I'm waiting for the scene to change
I'm waiting when the colours to come
I'm waiting to let my world come undone
I'm waiting for that day to come.

2007-02-21T13:10:00.000+08:00

I know all about,Yea
about your reputation
And now it's bown to be a heartbreak situation
But i can't help it if
I'm helpless
every time that I'm with you, ah

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you,
That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby your the right kind of wrong

mum just went for 1st chemo session
sucks that i cant do anything to help her or what
right now i dont noe what to hope for
the only thing i can believe is that Gods still with me
still in control.
stay strong. =)

我为爱而生

2007-02-20T16:16:00.000+08:00

happy birthday shandii!! (=
(i spelt your name right! lols)

只因我为爱而生只因为我为爱而生我来到这个世界这个人生为你而生存
只因我为爱而生只因为我为爱而生就让我越爱越疯越陷越深越执著的灵魂

daarn. I'm bored.
someone , anyone
call me.

on my way down.

2007-02-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

i never did regret writing you that letter
its just what i wanted to say
to you
i pray hard that you understand
and we can start afresh
as friends.

i hate the way we're right now
no ones to blame but.
i'm learning to walk again

your just plain irreplaceable
thats just it
i cant deny it.
it just feels terrible when your not around
i ask.

does it have to be this way?

2007-02-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

great is my God.
nuff said.

WOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

r5 - 17
r4 - 12!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!

lets repeat.

r5 - 17
r4 - 12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Praise God.
Praise GOd.
PRAISE GOD. (:

wahaha..
many thanks to yao hao my tuition teacher.
my parents n cell grp.
n of cos God , himself.

many many thanks to God today
cos he saw me thru the whole thing
cos i wore hazel + purple contacts , den the hair still red red de.
lucky never tio detained or something
=)

congrats to all those who got good results.(:
for the others,
dont fret.
theres more to life den O lvls.

ORANGES!

2007-02-08T15:49:00.000+08:00

illusions

today
i
mended
the
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

*drum rolllsss*

ORANGES DEPARTMENT!! (or store with a few tables)

haha i'm very impt u noe.. it being CNY and all..
sold around 20++ boxes with me n justin
dey shud reallie seriously seriously seriously consider giving us comission.
xD
the work dere damnn slack.. hahah...
just
speak . sell . package . repeat
easy!!

better den pao-ing wong boks..
lols

results tmrw.
bring it on

irreplaceable

2007-02-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

i couldnt help myself
cant resist the temptation
missing you
alot.
i can only wish for the same.

*bangs head onto wall*
work todae was super fun.. exciting.
kc said the aunties dere were super crap todae.. totally agree.

a funny thing is that for the past 2 days , justin cut his fingers with the knife while cutting wong BOKs..
i asked him.. whats next to be cut?

he just looked down at his *ahem*

LOL

i keep dreaming that you'll be with me

and you'll never go.

2007-01-31T15:20:00.001+08:00

first day of work today
damn tiring.. haha

I never wanna step into NTUC after tis month O.O

just found out pay is 5.30 for me on wkdaes , 5.90 for me on wkends..
cos my SUPER good mum agreed to sponsor me $1 more for every hour i work...
coolness((:

so on an average day
i would earn
(5 x 5.30) = $26.50!
wkends :
( 5 x 5.90) = $29.50!!!

wahahahah... coolness xD
getting my skateboard later.. hoping that they would have black colour de
of cos plain
haha.. gona master the art of skateboarding
and after one month
skating would be like my walking
coooll!!!

another thing is thaat i just got $ from my mum to buy new yr clothes
gonna get the quiksliver hoodie and some shorts + hoddies + XL Polos..
whahahahhaaha

I cant resist you.

As your world spins around
Feet never touch the ground
Always hurting inside
Hiding behind the sun
waiting still for the love
but it all seems so right

If you'll trust that I'm gonna stay true
even when I'm gone
You don't have to worry
'cause I'll always be the man that you want

its just been 4 days. but it feels like an eternity
miss you <3

2007-01-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

zZZZZZZ

finished watching ouran high school!!
the ending was sooooooooooooooooo goood

me & you
<3

saddened

2007-01-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

yest blogger was screwed.. donno what keep on needing to change the beta version.. kuku sia.. think i'll just stick to the older version.. much more accustomed to it i think..hahah

finally found a job... intro-ed by Terry.. lols.. kinda ou ran to meet him.. was walking wif justin at inter den he walked up to greet us? lols.. how often does that happen anywaes.. hahah... gotta be God. hehah.. niwaes.. the job at ntuc , pasir ris west mall dere.. packaging dunno what things de.. 4/hr. haha.. okay lar...

one day i chiong 12 hrs = 4 x 12 = $48
den i work 6 days a wk = (48 x 5) + ( 4 x 7) = 268 / wk
provided that i get the job that is..
gonna prayyy hard(:

yesterdaes service with Doc A.R Bernard was super duper duper super great. tot that it was just gonna be another service but boy was i wrong.. lols.. God set me up for something greater.. haha.. realised that i'm valuable to God! N that i'm a poem.. in which God expresses himself.. O.o

Poem = Best words used to express the best of something

haha ... i'm so precious to God.. now den i realise.. cool(:

Girl.
Thank you for opening up
For sharing even a bit of your past wif me
I'm unsure of whether
Would we ever be together again
I donno
How I would pick myself up after this
But i noe i have to

YOu gotta move on to k?
The PAst has Passed
and a bright future awaits

I finally noe the meaning
of xin ru dao ge
it freaking Hurts
but i gotta do what i gotta do
and i noe you to

I'm just gonna wait for you
whether the guy holding your hand the next time is me or not
i'll still wait
Thank God that i'm still your fren((:

<34ever

2007-01-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

donno what to blog about..
lyrics from 'How to save a life' by the Frays..
quite an emotional song i suppose.. lols..

nothings been up recently. . . loads of drama in my life.. seriously..
not going to blog about it.. too personal..
one can jsut breakdown into depression in this moment
but i choose to live on my life
why waste my life i think.. haaha

seriously serious on skateboarding.. haha.. gonna get my board somewhere arnd tis fridae or next wk? and i'm gona start...
i'm still gonna..

dance +
work +
churching +
skating..

man i'm gona be one busy boy.. haha

i got you =)

peace out(:

2007-01-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

i'll never let you go(:

2007-01-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

i'm confused

2007-01-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

2007-01-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

Theres a reason why nightmares only happen at night

hahahha. today went out whole day wif shandii
lols.. got lost 2 times! at bukit batok.. finding the darn Millenia Institution.. kuku sia.. Outram de and Jurong de merge to form M.I. , n i dint even noe.. lols..

the campus super duper nice.. very big and well.. new.. actually wanted to mit ben tan dey all say high.. budden dey dint reply fone.. lols

after that went to west mall watch Blood Diamond.. man.. super nice show.. loads of swearing and well.. blood o.o
no surprise there.

Stories abt diamond that are mined with blood , no pun intended
n bout a father trying to find his son lost in the widespread chaos..
shall not spoil the ending for you guys ^^

den after sat train all the way back to tampines.. aint that bad cos shanddii was nice and she PEI-ED me ALL THE WAY back to tampines.. so i pei her to pasir ris and back to tampines cos she going CHinatownn mit Eadelin and ezekiel..

poor thing sia.. kana teased..
nxt time i take revenge for ya! lols xD

darn.. just found out tml's O school course full le T.T
must choose either friday or saturdae - Hip hop 1 or breaking 1
stressed x.X

peace out guys.

2007-01-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

2006-12-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Within the spreading darkness ,
we exchange vows of revolution
because i must not allow anyone
to stand in my way.

ahhhh.. thats the lyrics from the death note anime opening..

song: the WORLD by NIghtmare

man.. the song seriously rawks.. o.O go dl in it guys!!
i'm hooked on death note : anime , manga and movie.

hooked line and sinker

assaanywaes... i'm now blogging from kenneths hse.. staying over dere for the night.. counting down dere oso..lols.. dont get the wrong idea >.>

haha.. in bout one year the new years arriving.. damn excited i tell you

bball-ing
breaking
hip hop-ing
church
gym
MAYBE work

yeah.. thats gonna be my life after today
cool sia(:

ahaha.. my new year revolutions? i got 3.

one is to see her.

two is to change my whole appearance n outlook upon my self.

three is to actually rise up and ministry.

ahaha.. today at kennys place.. super duper amazing.. its like , a turning point in all our lifes.
talked about the whole year and well.. my year just sucked. but this whole wkend, its like i've learnt not to look at the past n onli focus on the past.

stop wandering

these are the words i heard from him.
woked up. immediately.

kkk , i gotta go have fun.. haha.. vivo performance realiie not up to standard.. haha.. just saw gurmit do the WORM, can u believe it O.O
blow my mind.

peace out guys.

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone((:

someday , i'll show you
a brilliant world

2006-12-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

Like a miracle out of the blue
You rescued me like the angels do
You shook the heavens and cracked the sky
When You walked
into my life

2006-12-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

the greatest battle lies within

this was the statement which caught my attention during the spiderman3 trailer..
man.. the show just rawks.

seriously it does.
opens on may the 4th
making a resolution to be the first to watch it
blog please remind me. :D

rededicated my life back to jesus during service just now
felt prompted to go down
reallie tired of livin a life of regrets all the time
a life of secrecy and sinning
man it sucks.

all i wan for christmas is a new start,
and i thank you for giving it to me
love you , Jesus

Looking back on when we first met,
I can not escape and I can not forget,
Baby, you are the one
You still turn me on,
You can make me
whole again.

2006-12-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

just back home from sybil's swweet 16 birthdae partaye..kinda..erm..
hahaa..

Happy Birthday Girl(:

okay i guess... apart from the fact that i came home soaking wet at the bottom..haha..
gosh that sounded wrong.. =XX

christmas is coming.. in one week..

and
I
Feel
Super
TIRED

just slept from 11 - 4 this afternoon n i still feel like sleeping now..
man.. i'mma pig(:

going to highlight hair nxt week.. WOOHOO..
what colour should i highlight??
COpper-red? OR blond? hahaa... decisions decisions.

hahaa.. christmas shopping next week too.. haha..
OH YEAH~!

Timing, lost minutes and moments
Yeah, I might be lonely, girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second, it all comes right back to me
No, nothing's forgotten now
Yeah, everything's saved

i'm out
peace